I find myself in places that I do not want to be
It’s like I can’t escape this labyrinth of suffering
Sew my mouth shut, and just take it quietly
While the sutures of my heart open, screaming

Can’t hold on too much longer
And I know that you’ve seen much worse than this
But you’ve gotta help me out, help me out

And when the windows start to shake, I will be shivering
My body trembles with the feelings of anxiety
But I’m too scared to call for help
Believe me, if I could, I would be someone else

And when the sun comes in the morning
A new day has begun, without warning

Can’t hold on too much longer
And I know that you’ve seen much worse than this
But you’ve gotta help me out, help me out
And I can’t let go of this past, which so dearly, it haunts me
If you were expecting something different
I’m just sorry that I couldn’t live up to it

Are you really happy with yourself?
Because I know that I’m not
And I don’t think I will ever be 

Can’t hold on too much longer
And I know that you’ve seen much worse than this
But you’ve gotta help me out, help me out
And I can’t let go of this past, which so dearly, it haunts me
If you were expecting something different
I’m just sorry that I couldn’t live up to it

If you were expecting something different
I’m just sorry that I couldn’t live up to it